Suicidenotebook

Posted: September 3, 2013 in Uncategorized

Hard to believe its been two years since I wrote on this. Many things have occurred and I feel like I can’t hold on. I’m trying so hard. There’s a darkness in me that I can’t always contain. I’ve taken too much granted. It always feels like my actions are too little, too late.

Dreams

Posted: December 4, 2011 in Uncategorized

What aré your dreams? Aré the things that you want or need? Or aré they realities that you aré forced to replay?

Every now and then

Posted: September 25, 2011 in Uncategorized

I cant define this feeling, only that Its consumption of is Almost complete

No more

Posted: August 14, 2011 in Uncategorized

And I will hold til the sky is no more’ the ground has no floor’ and the world, it all but ends….

My world

Posted: August 12, 2011 in Uncategorized

You can let it all fall down, its all about the clean up

Mr. Self-destruct

Posted: August 5, 2011 in Uncategorized

Have you ever felt like you were Gonna explode, at any minute. That one more thing will cause you to ignite. I feel like that everyday, some more than others. Like everything stressful is a bomb fragment sticking to me.

Imsomniac cHat

Posted: July 29, 2011 in Uncategorized

Is sleeping getting harder for you as time passes by? Do you feel like your wasting life by not being awake? Is there a reoccurring nightmare or dream that plagues you. I find myself fighting sleep to the point of insomnia. The more I stay awake, the more I discover, like good music. If I would of been asleep I would of never found it, or maybe not at that time. What purpose does time serve if it doesn’t coincide with fate? Asking myself this questions aren’t helping my cause, I need answers. Someone please read this and shed some light on these dark spots.